Integrity Report
Let’s start (again) this not so consistenly progress. but who cares bitj?
Ok.. All troops!! make yourself ready to read all this fucking stupid hypocrite words.
This report can provide you to easily know that “am i living with my own values? or i just got distracted from what world wants?” this would help us to be more self-aware.
Questions need to answer.
- What are the core values that drive my life and work?
- How am I living and working with integrity right now?
- How can I set a higher standard in the future?
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Core values I deeply think and really wants to align with myself is.
Integrity (True, Mindful, Consistent)
Am I being true to myself? 97% Yes. Lately, I pretend to coverage my emotions while It just explodes in anytime. I have to acknowledge something bad happened and get used to it.
For being mindful. Sometimes I still fucked up of my own emotions. But, after it happened, I awarely asked to anyone “do you feel disturbed because of me?” and I say sorry for being that bad. Then, I will learn to medidate for calmness.
Talking about consistent. I still on the process of learning and wants to rebuild my habit tracker. simply day by day tracking and do any tiny lil things could engine my confidence. also manipulate my brain.
Faith (Poise, Religion, Wisdom)
Am I regularly praise and worship to God?
I’m trying to do it everyday. To read Renungan Harian and searching bible study community around my circle. I need that.
but I currently enjoy listen to rohani music. I feel fulfilled and calm. Thank God.
What would the highest version of myself?
Simply. The highest version of myself is very confident. I have to start behaving the best version of myself.
Read, walk, sports, achieve something, re-learn, meet new people.
